With my dark and gloomy past.
I fear trust I will even get luck.
I fear my happiness wont last.
I fear I´ll be stuck.
Sitting here, feeling insecure, uncertain.
Feeling like things wont be.
Thinking that once again it will end in pain.
All....cause I am just me.
Not good enough in the long run.
Once again I feel like I will fail.
Ending up just being used for some fun.
Better go hide under the veil.
Crying on the inside, not showing what I feel.
Pretending its all as it should.
Loosing my spins on the wheel.
I feel more, would explain if I could.
I know I am loved, its just time runs so fast.
Things left to do, pieces to put in place.
Don´t want it to end, want it to last.
Kind of feel a little lost in space.
I still hope, in my darling I have faith and trust.
But things can still go wrong.
We both love and lust.
I want to end up where I belong.
