There was a time that I was sure you could only feel one of them at the time.....now I know its wrong...I feel all of them at the same time....and more.
3 more days and I leave for the holiday and I´m basically climbing the walls. I cant wait to get into his arms and feel them wrapped around me. I have waited for a long time to feel and now I feel to much....
Taking my kids over the Atlantic ocean is a huge step and its not without cost but I have a feeling it will be something I treasure for the rest of my life....and hopefully we will still feel the same after meeting in real life....and then it will be the beginning of the rest of my life (sorry our life's).
Right now he has no access to Internet....making it hard to talk....but knowing its just a few more days makes it possible to endure. (I think)
I´m flipping out, going nuts (more nuts than I am normally) and I just feel that time isn't moving hardly at all...the days are so so long and the nights.......
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