Into the abyss

When you fall into the abyss,
down into the pitch black hole.
There is not a ray of light that finds it way down.
You fall deeper and deeper.
You find yourself trapped in the labyrinth of thoughts that got you there in the first place.
You can cry, you can scream...
but it wont do you any good....
cause noone hears you anyway....
not from deep down in the abyss.
The thoughts drags you deeper....
you start thinking about the blade....
the blade that has all the power....
and still....
you know its not the answer.
If you do take the blade in your tiny hands
If you use them to release the anxiety and pain....
you will start the second spiral further into the abyss....
Who can save you from there?
And still.....
you keep falling deeper into the abyss.....
you softly cry.....and noone hears.