I get dragged down deep by the dark ones....struggling to not end it.
Its so hard to explain....cause I really don't want to end it....I have so much good in my life and still I feel so useless....
It feels like everyone would be so much better off without me, like I´m a burden that people carry cause they feel sorry for me....and I don't want pity.
I hear people say they need me......and even if I know they wont lie to me....it still feels like they have to be wrong. Why would anyone want me? I´m pretty pointless most of the time.
The kids depend on me though, and I´m trying to become a better person every day....so one day I may be worthy of peoples love....
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