Looks like an angel

As I sit in the waiting room at the hospital I´n being approached by a guy that looks sweet. he appears shy and timid and has eyes as a puppy.

I let him sit there and talk.

He kept the conversation going and when I had been all bandaged up he was waiting outside offering me a ride. it was late at night. The last bus had long gone and I really didn't feel like walking through the woods on my own.

He drove me home. He was kind and said goodnight, not even attempting to get fresh. That was very unusual to me.

I went up and tried to sleep.

Next day, early in the morning I went for the store. I was a little surprised that his car was standing outside but think much of it.

When I got to the store he was there, smiling and looking at me with those puppy eyes.

I reluctantly agreed to take a coffee with him. He kept showing up everywhere and one day he was standing my my door. I let him in for a cup of coffee and he simply moved in.

About 3 weeks later he started getting weird. He got really upset if the plate was standing wrong or if the shoes was places wrong in hallway. Little things that didn't deserve that much anger.

I did my best to please but the more I tried the more controlling he got.

He started drinking. Suddenly the angel turned into a devil. I just walked into the living room after clearing of the table and doing the dishes and for some reason he got upset, I still don't know what triggered him. A black eye and a bloody nose was the result that first time. Later in bed we had sex for the first time. I cant call it rape. I didn't say no. I just let it happen.

That becomes my strategy from that moment on.

6 months later it all escalates again. I´m in the shower when he comes home. He has 3 friends with him. he unlocks the door and lets them in, he wants to show of his property.

I yell at them to get the fuck out. I shouldn't have. I come out, he rapes me and then he lifts me up, takes me out on the balcony and throws me over the railing. Straight down into the pavement.

I let the apartment go. I get another place. I move.

He finds me.

Breaks in.

Rapes me.

Beats me.

He has become a stalker.

I give up, decide to end my life and once again I almost succeed. But just almost.

As I sink under the water surface a guy reaches down and grabs my hair and pulls me up.

As he covers me with a blanket from his car he whispers that I´m safe now.