So who am I?

As everyone must understand after reading this a scared girl.

I have survived all this and I´m picking up the shattered pieces of my inner self and so far I´m finding places for most of the pieces.
Writing this was very painful but it did help me to connect a lot of the dots. It answered some of the questions I had.
I had a lot of ideas on why I had such a hard time sleeping. I figured it out...

I hope that someone out there that is in a similar situation as I was finds hope strength and courage from my story, it is the story about survival.

Don't just let your life get wasted by letting someone else decide for you, just cause its the easy way. It is much better to find a way to say the crucial words, Yes and No.

I´m just learning that now.